I struggle trusting God.
I struggle believing God is good.
I believe God has left me to die in this season of life.2 years and counting…will it EVER end?
It hasn’t gotten better. I cry for better. It never comes. I wish for better. It never comes.
I see others receiving better. I’m happy for them. I’m angry at God.
I’m angry that God is silent in pain
I’m angry that God keeps me waiting
I’m angry that God doesn’t seem to care
I’m angry that God…the list goes on and on
I see others.happy.free.succeeding.living.moving
I’m still stuck.where they last said whats new in your life?
nothing. same shit. different day.