where do I go?

Where do I go from here?

The million dollar question I ask God after my emotions have left me wrecked.porn has left me dry.and life has left me wounded.

Not that I ever receive an answer.but I ask anyways

Best guess:go back to God…

Worst guess:stay right where I am so God knows how hurt I am

Reality:go back to coping with pain.

Overeat.

Watch more porn.

Act like God doesn’t exists.

Kill myself daily.

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