It was never about her 😳Surprise!…IDC, I’m happy for her.
🌟It’s being reminded that yet AGAIN…I haven’t reached my goals…
not my goal of the CPA
not my financial goals
not my health/fitness goals
not my spiritual goals
not my relationship goals
none of my goal…
I made 4 goals for the first quarter of 2017 and slowly each one of those goals has died.
🌟It’s feeling like God has left me to DIE in this painfully difficult season of life.
🌟It’s busting my ass studying for the CPA and it not being enough at ALL
🌟 It’s the constant feelings of sheer disappointment and feeling like God is just not there in my struggle